| woot for Obama!!! |
[05 Nov 2008|08:24am] |
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Obama won! righteous! i just hope he can handle it and not mess up... and that nobody assassinates him.
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[22 Jul 2008|03:11am] |
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i hate people.
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| grr |
[07 Jun 2008|05:26am] |
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i really need to get my life back and quit playing fucking games!!!
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[13 May 2008|07:40am] |
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must... stop... playing....
...now
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| w00t |
[11 May 2008|04:06am] |
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i just got the internet back!!!
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[18 Jan 2007|05:39pm] |
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what do you do when you start falling for your best friend?
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[28 Dec 2006|02:52pm] |
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i have no life!!! all i do is work and sleep. but starting next week i won't be working nearly as much. but then again i'm also going back to school. AH!!! i miss my friends; i miss partying; i miss drugs; i miss my life.
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[28 Dec 2006|02:24pm] |
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i got a psp bitches!!!
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[08 Sep 2006|11:18pm] |
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and it turns out there's only me and my bubble of perceptions
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[26 Aug 2006|08:29pm] |
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gur!!! i like him too much!!!
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[21 Jul 2006|08:40pm] |
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damnit i need Adderall!!!!
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[23 Jun 2006|02:59am] |
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well...hm...
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[26 May 2006|04:51am] |
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woah!!! this drug experimenting is getting serious. i just wanted to mingle with drugs not get fucked hard in the ass by them. i've gotten to the point where i can't sleep, i can't eat, and all i think about is drugs. i can't even have fun without being blazed out of my fucking mind. no one plans on getting addicted it just sorta happens. i need to snap back to reality here and kick this addiction. i'm the one in control here!!!
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[20 May 2006|06:46pm] |
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i have my own fucking car now bitchiez!!!!!!!!!!! (it's about fucking time!!!)
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| more and more pointless knowledge |
[12 Apr 2006|07:12am] |
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why do i feel this constant need to write down everything i learn? am i afraid i'm going to just forget it all one day? i guess i am. at least if i forget i can always read over all my notes and journals and relearn all the stuff i've already learned.
and why do i want to learn so much? what am i going to do with all this knowledge i have obtained throughout my life? is there even a point to learning? i would like to think there is but seriously what can i gain from knowing that electrons can act like waves but only when no one is looking or who Siddhartha Gautama was or what he achieved throughout his life? and why, even after i realize all this, do i want to learn as much pointless information as i can?
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| Quantum Physics |
[31 Mar 2006|06:47pm] |
can we really trust that the world is what we see it even when we look away? In quantum physics there was this experiment about electrons. apparently when we're not looking electrons act differently. matter isn't a solid particle that we always thought it was. matter has wave-like qualities. in this experiment scientist found out that electrons can split up and go through all potential paths and then interfere with itself just like a wave made from water can. when the scientists wanted to see what was going on they put a measuring device into the experiment but when the measuring device was added the electrons acted like particles. this makes you wonder what happens when you turn your head. and what does the observer have anything to do with it? is matter capable of thinking? i mean, if matter can tell it is being watched and then acting different when it is, then how do we know what goes on in matter? maybe matter has a soul just like us. and why would matter want to trick us into thinking it's nothing more than just a particle? is matter hiding something from us? and if it is what is it hiding and why is it hiding this knowledge from us?
"nothing is real unless it is observed." Niels Bohr
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| i am only the electron within the atom |
[31 Mar 2006|02:37am] |
leaving the womb
and reentering another
finding the limits of our being
and breaking them
uncoiling the threads of our experiences
and stepping over them
recreating the essence of now
burning away old beliefs
transcending to the next level
and conquering it
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